Creation is your destiny - are you fulfilling it?
Have you ever wished for something to happen so bad, that it starts to become your identity to fight for it? Then when the actual thing arrives, it is almost a let down, even though it turned out the way you wanted? Turns out it was more about the process of dreaming it up and working for it that was fun, not the actual havingness of it? Here is an example. Lets say you really want a certain type of home. You save and you hunt and you prepare for this home. You are so excited to do so and every moment you long for this home to be in your hands. Then, the moment arrives and now you are living it. After awhile, you forget how bad you wanted this house and you just start to think about all there is to do around it, the neighbors that drive you nuts, and the cost it has in your life. This may even trigger you to look for a NEW house and start the process all over again.
This is the essence of creation. We NEED to be creating things in order to feel satisfied with life. Creating experiences for ourselves out of our thoughts and desires. Sometimes we need to destroy things to make room for the new, for example quit a job or sell a house. But if we just stayed in once place and got our lives exactly the way we think we want them, we would be bored, because there is nothing left to create.
Here is my inspiration for you this week. Where have you dug your heals in and decided it is just the way you want it so don't change it? Where have you put your energy into the future on "if only I had this" or "when this happens" or "it will all be okay after..." Bring yourself back to the right now. Not the past decisions you made that you like, not the future decisions you are trying to get to. But enjoy the actual act of creating, because that is where the joy lies. Not in the "Thing" that you are striving for, but the actual creation of that thing. This is an "enjoy the journey" message. Where are you thinking the journey has gone wrong? Are you sure you are off track or exactly where you are meant to be right now?
Have fun creating a blissful week!