Do you know what you asked for?
As I was contemplating my own growth I realized that during this "awakening" process many of us experience the same things. I realized this along time ago, but new awareness always comes to me as I see people bursting their own illusion bubbles. The same fears, questions, and doubts seem to come up for all of us. "What if I am crazy?" "What will people think of me?" I remember asking for many things during the early phases of this process. "Please raise my vibration so that I can hear clearer." or "Please help me hear my guides and know that they are my guides." It is because I have asked myself that question at some point, that I can now help others with their own, similar questions.
But I now realize that if we have never had something, we don't know really how to get it. First of all you don't even know what you are asking for, because you have never had it, so you have no know reality of it. It is like telling a 9 year old to "grow up". How will a 9 year old even know what that means or how to do that? Does he have to try to do that? No, because without even trying, eventually he will grow up. Until then, he doesn't even know what that means.
Secondly, the law of attraction tells us that what we are in vibration with is what we will attract. How do you even know how to be in vibration with something you never had before? Do you think you will be able to find that vibration by trying? Probably just the opposite, more just by being and experiencing the different vibrations.
Insightful Inspiration of the week
Are you telling yourself to "grow up" faster than is reasonable? Are you trying desperately to be somewhere you are not. Just be, just rest in knowing you are headed in the right direction, now all you have to do it take your foot off the break. The ToaDeJing says "The Way takes no action, but leaves nothing undone." This simply means that just by being where you are you will automatically go where you are headed next. Let yourself rest in knowing this and relax this week. Hold off on requests from the universe. Stop pleading with your guides and angels to show you more and just ease into the tub and see what comes.