Insightful Inspirations - Leanne Holitza

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Leanne Holitza is an Intuitive healer working with your energy and thoughts to align you with your highest potential. Allowing you to experience more of what you already have, making room for more.  This site offers help with all areas of life through individual sessions, classes, yoga sessions, and more. My expertise also includes working with intuitive children. 

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Trying not to try

I am still coming up against myself trying not to try. Relaxing into your life and allowing it. It is easier said than done and sometimes I find myself asking "how will I keep going if I don't have desire to do so"? Many of my clients over the least month have been getting this message as well... to just relax into it and release the effort.  As we "try" we limit the potential of our lives. We limit it to only what we believe and expect is possible. If we open ourselves up to the possibilities, amazing things can happen. I understand this, but never the less, still encounter this issue time and again. My evolution process brings me to that saying, the more I know, the more I know I don't know. I was watching a Himalayan Yogi on YouTube discuss the issue of just the act of desiring enlightenment, still keeps you from it because your ego is attached to the desire.

The thing is, as we follow our spiritual practices, isn't that effort as well? I struggle with how much to push myself into my own studies of these things. I don't want to stop, but I also only want to do it when it is effortless and fun. I no longer seek to understand things the way I use to. I allow myself to gently go where I feel guided to go, and change course when it feels right too, even if I have learned it "all". This has helped me relax into this space further, but I can still feel the tug of the world on my "expertise". Clients and potential clients wanting to know where I have studied, what I have done, etc. Some how this information make me more qualified. But reading, learning, studying doesn't help me find the true meaning of these things. It is only when I relax into it that it comes to me.

Insightful Inspiration of the Week

Explore this concept for yourself a bit futher. I have talked about this in the past, but this is something that is really hard to know how to do, because you just have to experience it. In order to experience it you have to allow it to come in. But how do you do that without effort? So this isn't a "to do" or a contiplation this week as much as it is to just spend sometime with yourself on this topic. What does it mean to you to try? What if you didn't try? What would happen? Probably not what you think. See if you can just be still with yourself once a day and relax into who you are. Even if it is just for five minutes.

As always, I would love to hear what you think. You can post your thoughts on my facebook page if you would like. Insightful Inspirations by Leanne is the name of the page.  Let's learn from each other.

Creation is your destiny - are you fulfilling it?

Have you ever wished for something to happen so bad, that it starts to become your identity to fight for it? Then when the actual thing arrives, it is almost a let down, even though it turned out the way you wanted? Turns out it was more about the process of dreaming it up and working for it that was fun, not the actual havingness of it? Here is an example. Lets say you really want a certain type of home. You save and you hunt and you prepare for this home. You are so excited to do so and every moment you long for this home to be in your hands. Then, the moment arrives and now you are living it. After awhile, you forget how bad you wanted this house and you just start to think about all there is to do around it, the neighbors that drive you nuts, and the cost it has in your life. This may even trigger you to look for a NEW house and start the process all over again.

This is the essence of creation. We NEED to be creating things in order to feel satisfied with life. Creating experiences for ourselves out of our thoughts and desires. Sometimes we need to destroy things to make room for the new, for example quit a job or sell a house. But if we just stayed in once place and got our lives exactly the way we think we want them, we would be bored, because there is nothing left to create.

Here is my inspiration for you this week. Where have you dug your heals in and decided it is just the way you want it so don't change it? Where have you put your energy into the future on "if only I had this" or "when this happens" or "it will all be okay after..." Bring yourself back to the right now. Not the past decisions you made that you like, not the future decisions you are trying to get to. But enjoy the actual act of creating, because that is where the joy lies. Not in the "Thing" that you are striving for, but the actual creation of that thing. This is an "enjoy the journey" message. Where are you thinking the journey has gone wrong? Are you sure you are off track or exactly where you are meant to be right now?

Have fun creating a blissful week!

Mirror, Mirror what do I need to learn today?

Have you ever noticed how much time you spend trying to convince someone of something you believe in?  For example, your political views or perhaps you describe in detail how you came to a big decision. Maybe you are trying to explain to someone how you are doing "well" or spend time describing how something came about for the "better". Maybe you are just telling someone how they could lead a better life by allowing themselves to shine from underneath their self consciousness. It is as if we are trying to convince someone else of what we think, so they can turn around and confirm it for us. If they can't confirm it for us, we continue to struggle to explain, convince, describe, etc. in order to get them to see our way. Why can't we just be confident enough in ourselves not to have to explain our actions or describe our decision making process?

This goes beyond just trying to get someone to believe in what you do. Have you ever gone around telling everyone how "fine" you are despite something major happening to you? For example, if you lost your job and you tell everyone around you it is for the best, it will work out in the end, or you are excited for the new opportunities. Maybe you had a miscarriage and you tell people you can try again, or it wasn't meant to be. It is as if we are talking to ourselves too. Trying to convince ourselves that what we are saying IS what we believe or better yet, that if we tell the person in front of us, they will mirror back what we need (that they agree we will be better off, etc.) and that will in turn make us feel better. 

My inspiration for you this week is to notice where you are telling others things, you too, need to hear. Then try and tell yourself them more often. If you find yourself telling someone else who lost their job it is for the better, also notice where you might need that same reality (even if you still have a job and are just nervous you will loose it). If you find yourself telling someone to be themselves and not worry about what other people think... tell yourself that too. Our world is a reflection of ourselves and if we take notice, we can create a very healing experience that brings us back to being who we were meant to be. Have fun seeing your reflection!